Upside Down

Today my grandma and I were talking... For the school year I didn't plan on working so I could just focus everything around my senior year. Well today, that and my world came crashing down. I have struggled with many things but not as bad as this. Today I found out that we are completely flat broke. We have no money to pay our bills or groceries. Thanks to God, he gave my grandma a very sweet friend. She stopped in today not knowing that we are completely broke and gave my grandma two 50$ gift card for our local grocery store. My Grandma and I could only cry to be blessed with God giving us that at perfect timing. My world is turned upside down, I have to worry about going to work then my school, which isn't right for a teen my age. I am going to go around looking for a waitress job at night a couple nights a week just to pick up some extra money. I have to make money somehow to support my grandma who is 85 and myself. Someone has to take on the responsibility of taking care of my grandma. She's taken care of me for 17 years...I guess it's my turn, regardless of how stressful and emotional it'll be.

Falling to my knees asking for God's help.