Tonight, I was sitting at my friends house who has two kids. I was holding the youngest, who is a day away from being 5 months old!! I was holding him while he slept away on me and looked so peaceful. I had the feeling all of a sudden that I never wanted to let him go because this world is a crazy world, with tons of sin around. Then that made me think about sin and death and Jesus. Finally it lead to me thinking about my dear friend, who is like a mother to me! I was thinking about her 12 year old son... If you have followed my blog or have just run across it, this 12 year old boy was taking up to heaven last year after an accident. He had the sweetest smile! His laugh, I still can hear it now! I think of all the times I had with him, he was like a brother to me! Tonight I wanted to just break down and cry because I missed him so much but I ended up smiling because I remember the memories i had with him. I remember him bringing me and a few others to go see a baby cow but the daddy cow did not like it very much and we all just decided to book it out of the area the cows were in! I remember the time I was at his house and I was just super tired and had a head ache, and all of us, his brother and sisters and I were upstairs in his sisters room watching star wars. I fell asleep right away in the beginning...I woke up when it was about done, I looked at the TV and goes so who is this guy? Trent just looked at me like I was crazy!!! He and the rest of his siblings were all like "HE IS THE MAIN CHARACTER!" I started laughing and said how would I know! Trent just looked at me laughing :) He sure liked those Star Wars! I can't forget the time that I was at his house for Thanksgiving (Actually 3 years in a row) and we all were playing spoons! Trent I think was filming our game, (Remind you, its a very INTENSE game and having a wobbly table doesn't help either :P) and Trent's Aunt, Sandra, had fake nails on, well someone called SPOONS! and everything went from flipping cards to flying across the table for a spoon, Trent seen something go across the screen of the camera and yelled "There goes a spoon.......!" And Sandra just said after he yelled that, Awh Man! I lost a nail! Trent looked down on the ground and seen her nail. It was the funniest thing because we got it on video! :)
He was one amazing boy and I truly miss his smile, his laugh, his goofy-ness, his personality, and just being able to see him around. He was like a little brother to me! Trent, you are a lucky boy to able to be up in Heaven with our creator, our savior, and our all and all!! We aren't as lucky to still be here, but we all who miss you keep going on! We keep going but you always close to our hearts and mind!! Someday we will hopefully be with you and with our savior!
We love you and miss you! Your memory stays with us!!
Come to Jesus!
Sing to Jesus!
Fall on Jesus!
Cry to Jesus!
Dance for Jesus!
Fly to Jesus!
.....And Live! <3
